It's 10:43PM now ..
Well ....
Since the tragedy started..
The consequences just non-stop continuing..
Tomorrow will be my cousin's son's birthday
Not sure how to name him as my relative in a proper way.. @@
No doubt, it should be a good and a happy day..
However ...
Hopefully HE wont be coming to the birthday dinner..
I just don't want to see him..
If possible.. NOT ANYMORE..
What I had for him now..
is nothing else instead of resentment, hate..
These resentment..
I will neither forget, nor forgive
Am just... feeling FAIL..
Fail as a family member
Fail as a son..
Fail as a brother ...
Final exam is just around the corner..
Don't think I am even prepared for it ...
This semester..
I ruined my courseworks.. horribly....
Such ridiculous.....
Who am I?
What am I?
Everything just went so wrong..
What's right? What's wrong?
Confused...
I am really regret..
I should have stopped him..
At least, no letting him be what he wanted to be..
If there is anything I could do or forgone..
To make the situation better..
I can give out everything I have..
Had enough of these ...
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