6 FEB 2013

Today isnt really a good day for me.. haih.. :))
I really hate today's heavy rain..
made me wet to home..
also..wet my bag.. hate it..

This morning..
woke up on 600 as usual..
open up my phone and put on some songs then enter the toilet to wash myself up..
clear up my bag..arranging..
put on my school attire..
fill up water.. n ready to go to school..
of course.. in between all these "PROGRESSES",
i am chatting with her =)
btw,yesterday night she got bad mood..
because her sister doesn't co-operate to help her finish up her moral folio..
she need her to help her to have some family photos..
hmm..luckily i did success to made her happy..else i guess i will be emo too ><
about almost the time to take off..
mum thought that i will follow dad's lorry to school at the same time..
i thought that too.. since my mum said i will need to follow him..
but he say he need to be fast today to get rid of traffic jam..
erm..
so.. my mum send me to school today..
uhh.. well either dad or mum send me it doesn't matter i just want to reach earlier to wait for "her"..
wonder how good if it's possible for me able to accompany her everytime everyday every seconds..
hmm...?
after accompany her into school..wait until the boring daily assembly..
really hate that we have to do the "sorakan" before entering our classes..
maybe i should get used to it? hehe.. NO PLS ==
first period of classes was BM..
during BM..sometimes i really mad that teacher insult people..
which sometimes will hurt people..
i didnt kena before but i feel mad too when he insult other classmates..
today when we didn't give him the correct answer he scolded us with some bad words..
errr.. i know he don't really meant that..
or maybe that's his style of teaching..
urhh.. i dont care.. :)
n then it's moral..
teacher was mad on us because there is plenty of moral students who leave their files under the desk..
and teacher got it on saturday which they paint the class..
hmm..teacher scolded the whole class for a while..and then continue the class as usual..
and told us to pass up our moral folio after the week of chinese new year..
oh god..
so lot of assignment to do..
folios..
got to catch up this year for everything!!
fight for SPM!! :D
after school it's koko..
i went to the koperasi because she's there for the sales of "kelab pengguna"
i have been there for a long time..
though sometimes i go somewhr n then returned there..
after koko..it rains..
i really hate this rain..
haih :(
it made me a bad mood to continue up my diary today..
i was wanted to write it on a book..
but i am lazy now.. i hate rain..
i accompany her to walk back home..
on the way to her home..
met up an indian..
not sure he's got a mental problem or wat..
i saw he like showing up his hand to lot's of people on the way..
and when i seperate with her saying goodbye..
he stopped his motor beside me and talk something..
i am not sure what's he talking..
i just scared that he will harm her..
since he drive towards her after his talk..
so i chase after her scared something bad will happen..
luckily nothing happen..
i'm glad..
after that i walk back home..
still raining heavily non-stop..
so hate this rain..
when i reach home..
she angry me for not listen to her to back home first but not accompany until too far..
but i was worried therefore i chase after her..
she was no longer angry to me after my explanation..
but she said..
she ask me not to accompany her that much like today i did..
coz today i am like telling the whole world that we have been together..
i understand what she mean..
we're still not able to have an open relationship..
i shouldn't do like this..
next time i should stand far away if i want to see her..
really feel guilty..
I'M SO SORRY...
now she went to sleep..
feel quite worry about her..
she didn't take her bath yet..
it's easy to sick like that..
hopefully she won't fall sick..
if wanna sick..
please transfer it on me..
let me to sick.. not her pls..
anything bad.. i hope it happen on me not her..
i don't want her to suffer..
today i write in English..
wonder if my English level is better or worse..
i feel worse.. reali? =)